April 05, 2011

juz a quick update

cerebral atrophy in a glance:

penyusutan sel dalam otak...what the hellah bile ak bc artikel2 psl ne...dementia..seizure..blah2..buat ak gementar nk hadapi hari2 mendatang...hurm..xleh pikir sgt..tue y ak ajr otak ak pikir...tp bile duk2 sorang2..ak sayu sndr..wat will happen to me???? bile ak mule lupe..bile ak da xbrape stable..bile..hurm..its along list of 'bile'...

point y will lost social skill,work skill..buat ak tkut..i'm working on a field y perlukan work n social skill y tnggi..workskill bile wat scan n social skill bile nk treat patient,colleague n frens..volunteers too..

god..i'm afraid..

neway..my warfarin da add up to 4mg per day till this thursday
ri jumaat amek drh ag..tgk INR cner..lau xok..myb e amek 5mg kot
dunno yet...

i'm stop taking HL for a while..yeah..pe gune diet..lau otak ak xleh pikir ngan betul..biar la dl..ti ak smbung lik..keh..

not telling my parents yet..i'm not really ready..i'm not sure if they can understand,i hope they will..they can ofkos..

p/s: hope i will not forget password to this blog! hahaha ^_^

2 comments:

  1. Aaaa~ jangan la cakap macam tu.
    Cuak pulak rasa.
    Takutnya kalau satu hari nanti mita tak kenal family @ kawan2.

    =( =( =(

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  2. hana:doa...tue je y leh buat..slain amek buat n ikot treatment y doc suh..nk nangis n sesal pun xd guna..kifarah mgkn..pd ape y da buat slm idup nie..uhuhuh..be strong dear..insyallah..my mission..amek pic prk2 y memorable to me..spy xlupe..dan xkan melupai..

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